Help me! I'm in a dire situation.?

I am seriously a girl when it comes to killing a roach. Just the other day I had my brother in law kill two roaches for me and now he had to kill another. I'm afraid to walk back into my own bathroom to grab my face wash, make up, etc...Anyways, how may I conquer this fear? I really really really need guidance. Please, help me. Please don't tell me to suck it up. Thank you (Did I mention that they're huge?)